Get Back Under the Desk- UCLA Nuclear Weapons Conference DAY 1
Submitted by ms in la on March 11, 2007 - 7:55pm.
Events | Firsthand Accounts | International | Iran | National Security | Nuclear Proliferation | Wesley Clark
For those of us who grew up as children of the Cold War; who can recall scrambling for cover beneath our school desks in air raid drills should we be attacked by nukes from Cuba... (Hey Mom.....Where’s Cuba?)
For those of us who thought those nightmares and daymares were but bad memories that we’d now advanced past into a new, more secure world-- more capable of protecting against such threats...
For those of us who allowed ourselves some kind of blanket of complacency after the Cold War had been “won”, and the subsequent build-down of nuclear weapons begun, after all varieties of promising acronymed treaties had been signed by nations previously deficient in promise...
It’s time to get back under the desk.
I know, crouching beneath plywood against nuclear bombs may seem ridiculously naive in retrospect, but then so does much of the realpolitik of the Cold War era in contrast with today’s America. Former Secretary of Defense William Perry was in the front room chewing the cud with the real Deciders of the day during the Cuban missile crisis, while we were busy desk-diving... and guess what? He too was engulfed with that same sinking feeling of powerlessness, of icy terror, as we were.
“Every day I thought it would be my last day on earth...” he soberly confessed on Tuesday at the UCLA / Burkle Center Nuclear Weapons in a New Century conference.
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GENERAL WES CLARK – In the House
March 6th-- A gaggle of be-buttoned Clarkettes shuffled into the first two rows for prime viewing as General Clark wound his way towards the front of the room weaving in and out, greeting people along the way. And then, behind me...there it was again. That question --- that infernal question:
“So, do you think you’re going to run for President, General Clark?”
The Clarkettes exchange a knowing glance.
“Well I haven’t said I’m not running—“
“It’s still kinda early, I guess, heh...”
“Yes. It’s VERY early.”
The slightest hint of lassitude in his voice. How could you not be exasperated, being asked this day and night? I think Wes will be as relieved as the rest of us when he no longer has to answer ‘that question’...
Fresh from Saudi Arabia, sporting a glowing tan, a crisp white shirt, ocean blue tie and that famous smile—Wes was beaming Tuesday at UCLA. The campus really seems to suit the General, and the UCLA and Burkle officials treat him with exceptional respect. Wes has that extra spring in his step when in the academic milieu. One senses he breathes easier, is invigorated and brightened by the idea-charged atmosphere...he seems to relish the high level of debate and intellectual exchange offered on campus. Wes Clark wears the University mantle reverentially-- and it fits him like a glove.
Kal Raustiala, Director of Burkle Center for International Relations, informs us that the original concept for this conference arose last fall when Wes first joined the Burkle Center. I must say-- props to UCLA. Staff, media relations, event coordinators, all the way to the shuttle drivers and name tag hostesses—they have got it down. How rare to find an institution that understands the value of organization and efficiency these days. Everyone was accommodating and friendly. Signs were propped up all over campus-- so that even a blonde couldn’t get lost seeking the Nuclear Weapons Conference. All carried off without a hitch.
Well, maybe one minor hitch... in the sound department.
After Wes introduced the interviewer, NY Times White House correspondent David Sanger , it was clear there was no mike present for Dr. Perry, seated onstage. Thus began the Wes Clark microphone dance—as he struggled to get his podium mike to stretch over to Dr. Perry, only a few feet away.
Unraveling the cord from the mike stand – Wes gently yanked and pulled at it in an attempt to reach Perry‘s hands-- and wound up just a few inches shy of Perry. Clark goes back to the stand, and tugs at it further, twisting and untwisting cords with great resolve. Back and forth he goes. No engineer in sight. Nervous laughter from the audience interrupts the awkward silence, as we realize—We have been watching the former Supreme Allied Commander of NATO single-mindedly wrangling with an uncooperative cable, determined to master the problem. It was kind of zen...
At last, he’s able to deliver the mike into Dr. Perry’s hands. David Sanger breaks the ice;
“Well, all good Generals improvise”
I tell this little anecdote because it so illustrates Wes Clark – the problem solver. ‘General Fix-It’ hates to see any problem, big or small, go unsolved. If he sees a microphone not working, a war not working, or a foreign policy not working —he’s simply unable to sit on the sidelines waiting for the proper authorities to take note. Wes wants to be the first to jump in there and fix it. The genetics of leadership on display.
Wes wastes no time getting to the opening introduction of former Secretary of Defense, William Perry. In the spring of 1994, when the General joined the Joint Staff, Dr. Perry was working as the 19th Secretary of Defense under President Clinton. Wes tell us, “He was one of the great visionaries of the post Cold War era in terms of identifying the challenges.”
General Clark spells out some of Perry’s extensive resume:
A BS and MS from Stanford, a PhD from Penn State... All in mathematics. Today, Perry is a current professor at Stanford, a Senior fellow at MSI, co director of Preventive Defense Project, was co-director CSAC from 1988-1993, former Deputy Secretary of Defense, before serving as Sec Def. Been in business, formed high-tech companies, sits on many companies’ boards. Began his career in national security as an enlisted man, in the US Army corps of engineers.
Wes“It’s one of the things that those of us in uniform most admired Dr. Perry and Mrs. Perry for. They started at the bottom of the organization that he rose to lead. He understood what it was like to be a soldier, he understood what it was like to be a junior officer (Lieutenant in Army) And he understood what it was like to work in every element of foreign policy, research, development, technology, arms control... you name it.”
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William Perry – Impressionistic Portrait
"Reducing the risk of annihilating humanity in a nuclear war must carry an absolute priority over all other considerations." ~ Andrei Sakharov,Russian physicist, father of the Russian hydrogen bomb
For me, the biggest surprise of the two day conference was Dr. William Perry. Soft-spoken, pensive, and almost ‘gentle’ in demeanor, he bore no resemblance to the steely “If I Only Had a Heart” Sec. Def. prototype we’d become accustomed to under Rumsfeld. Rather a portrait of an old soldier who, by default, evolved into a compassionate wager of peace, deeply humane and instinctually thoughtful. A strong philosophical bent, a razor sharp intellect, backed by an impressive academic background. (Sound familiar?) It was instantly clear how much esteem he held for General Clark, and how that admiration was returned in kind. What a team they must have been together, in a different America-- the 20th century version.
He clearly suffered scars of living so close to the nuclear realities of the Cold War and post Cold War era. Clark took bullets in a war, Perry sustained a different kind of wound. Both emerged as soldiers who recognized the urgency of preventing against future wars.
“I am a child of the Cold War. Nearly all of my adult life, I have lived with a dark, menacing nuclear cloud hanging over my head.”
Heck of an opening statement....
In those days, he tells us, Mutual Assured Deterrents (MAD) were the principle means used to reduce the risks of nuclear war. But even with the deterrents in place, two “existential dangers’ remained:
1) Danger of nuclear war started by miscalculation
2) Danger of nuclear war started by accident
On Miscalculation:
In 1962, William Perry was a consultant to the Department of Defense.
Perry: "In early October, I got a telephone call from Washington-- “Bud” Wheelon, the Deputy Director of the CIA—asking me to come back to see him.
I said, ‘Sure, Bud, I’ll change my plans and get back some time next week...’
‘No,’ he said, ‘I mean right away.’ "
Perry took the red eye to Washington where he was shuttled into a room and shown pictures of missiles being deployed in Cuba. They requested Perry stay for a few weeks to help to analyze the situation. He agreed.
"Every afternoon we would get the new pictures being taken by the planes that over flew Cuba. We would study them, analyze them, and prepare a report. By two or three in the morning we would give that report to ‘Bud’. At seven in the morning he would brief President Kennedy on what had been seen the day before in Cuba," Perry said.
"Every day that I went in to do that, I thought would be my last day on earth— I really believed that we were heading for a nuclear war. And that we missed that nuclear war, that we avoided nuclear war... to this day, I believe was due as much to good luck as it was to good management."

Good Management
On Accidents:
Flash forward to 1977. Perry is the Under Secretary of Defense for Research & Engineering in the Carter Administration. Again, the phone rings. This time it’s 3:00 AM and Perry is fast asleep. The watch officer at North American Air Defense Command (NORAD) is calling to say his computers had just reported 200 ICBM’s are on the way to the U.S. from the Soviet Union.
“I immediately woke up,” Perry deadpans.
Although it turned out to be a false alarm, (somebody had mistakenly taken a practice tape and put it in the computer, so it looked like a real attack.) It was human error. Perry said the Officer had only around 15 minutes to determine that fact. He informs us that this was one of the three or four incidents where we almost went to nuclear war by accident. I find myself thinking ‘three or four’ suddenly sounds like a large number, when the subject is nuclear near misses...
Dr. Perry tells us that changes brought about by the end of the Cold War have reduced to nearly zero the dangers of a nuclear war as a result of miscalculation.
That’s good news. I can breathe easier..... Not so fast.
“There still exists however the danger of a nuclear war occurring by accident,” Perry cautions. Considering that both American and Russian missiles remain in launch-on-warning mode, and considering that the Russian warning system seems to be a bit rusty, in dire need of a makeover... Talk about a mood-spoiler. He goes further.
“But the greatest danger today is that a terror group would detonate a nuke in one of our cities— It would be the greatest catastrophe ever suffered by Americans.” A discernible hush falls on the crowd. “Even a relatively primitive nuclear bomb detonated in one of our cities could result in 100,000 deaths.”
Perry then tells us that Graham Allison, nuclear expert and former Assistant Secretary of Defense (in other words, someone whose opinion we can’t readily dismiss), in his book “Nuclear Terrorism” -- proclaims a 50% probability that such an event would occur before the decade is over. Perry says he himself can’t put a number on that probability, but he feels Allison was not being “alarmist” in his projection. Then he drops this bomb on us (pun intended):
“Indeed, I believe that we are racing towards an unprecedented catastrophe.”
This guy must not get invited to many parties.
Amidst all of this grim prognostication, there is some GOOD NEWS: Dr. Perry says Al Qaeda [and other terrorist groups] cannot make a nuke from scratch. They have to either buy it or steal it – or minimally buy or steal the fissile materials. And we can stop that from happening....
But are we?
Well, Perry explains that the Administration has two priority programs to defend the U.S. from nuclear weapons: National Missile Defense (NMD) program and Proliferation Security Initiative (PSI). And it turns out-- our defense... not so good.
NMD is being deployed now at a cost of billions, and will “soon” be operational, but even if it performs exactly as advertised Perry argues-- it’s “simply irrelevant” to the problem of a nuclear bomb being delivered by a terrorist, because a terrorist would not use a Ballistic Missile to deliver a bomb in the US. So, billions of dollars and pronounced ‘irrelevant’.
He prefers the PSI program, which is intended to prevent nuclear material or bombs from being transferred from one country to another. But then he goes on to qualify that it still isn’t strong enough to prevent a determined smuggler from smuggling nuclear material needed to make a bomb out of the country. The amount of nuclear material needed to make a bomb being, “about the size of a grapefruit”... (I think the crowd stopped breathing at this point) Believing that we could stop that, according to Perry, would take a “huge leap of faith”. Perry’s grade on PSI: “Possibly ineffective”.
So-- of the top two programs in place to protect us from the mushroom catastrophe... one is irrelevant, the other- ineffective. He does propose solutions: (1) To reduce and protect existing nuclear materials and bombs (2) To prevent new arsenals from being created.
As Sec Def, Perry made ‘Reduce & Protect’ his top priority; overseeing the removal of all the nuclear bombs from the Ukraine, Kazakhstan and Belarus (they had 4000 nuclear weapons amongst them) After the collapse of the Soviet Union, the Ukraine inherited a one million man military force and the third largest nuclear weapon arsenal in the world. As signatories of the Nuclear Non-Proliferation Treaty (NNPT), they ratified in 1994, and were free of all nuclear weapons by 1996. Gee, it’s almost like diplomacy worked.
Seeds Of Peace
The town of Pervomaysk in the Ukraine was the premier ICBM site of former Soviet Union, home to 700 nuclear warheads- all aimed at targets within the United States. Dr. Perry oversaw the weapons dismantling during his term as SOD and relayed this unusually poetic anecdote about it.
In March of 1995, on his first oversight visit to post-NNPT Pervomaysk, a Ukraine General escorted Perry deep underground to the control center where two young officers took him through a practice countdown, right up until the last step of launch. During the countdown, Perry said he gazed at the maps on the walls, with American cities indicated as targets—and told us that the reality and the horror of the Cold War had never been clearer to him than at that very moment, in subterranean Pervomaysk.
After the show & tell, his hosts took him out to see one of the silos from which the SS-19 missile had just been removed, as part of the early steps of dismantling.

SS-19 silo at Pervomaysk after the silo headworks had been removed. Through the Cooperative Threat Reduction program 130 such silos were eliminated at three locations in Ukraine.
By the time of William Perry’s final visit to Pervomaysk, in 1996, all the bombs and missiles had been removed, and all the silos had been demolished. The visit was ceremonial. The three supervisory Defense Ministers (Russian, Ukraine & U.S.) who had overseen this historic weapons reduction were each given shovels and told to start digging. They were to plant sunflowers on the site of the former SS-19 nuclear silo. You can watch the CNN newsreel of it in Quicktime here:
Six months later, Perry receives a letter from the U.S. Ambassador to the Ukraine, who’d recently returned from a visit to Pervomaysk where they had just harvested the sunflowers. He sent Perry a little package of sunflower seeds. Perry continues--
"--And I took those seeds and I gave them to my grandson to plant at his school-- as a symbol that he and his grandchildren would not have to live with the same dark nuclear cloud that’s been hanging over my head for all these years..."
“Pervomaysk” translates to “The first of May”. Maybe this is “Where Have All the Flowers Gone?”-- to this Northern Ukraine mining town on the river.
Again, I see shades of General Clark in him. Two former warriors who served, who saw things both horrifying and unforgettable, whose spirits then arched towards calling the world to pursue peace.
We are also failing on the issue of keeping new arsenals from being built— Perry stresses that our current buildup of nuclear arsenal (bunker busters, etc) only serves to undermine the position of the United States when arguing for nuclear restraint of other nations. The mark of a statesman, Perry is quick to admit mistakes. He tells us that during his reign, despite valiant efforts, they regretfully failed to prevent India and Pakistan from going nuclear, but did succeed at holding N. Korea and Iran “at bay”. He feels the Bush administration has failed badly with N. Korea and Iran— because they’ve been “hobbled by the theory of not talking to bad guys”, as he puts it. The results of this policy haven’t been difficult to assess. During the past 6 years, N. Korea has built from 6 to 10 nuclear bombs, has tested one of them, and has tested at least seven Ballistic Missiles.
Now, however a change of policy seems to be on the books-- with direct talks with N. Korea and the regional conference scheduled with Iran and Syria. Lessons learned?
Perry wraps by quoting author, holocaust survivor, and all around sage for all seasons--
Elie Wiesel:
“Mankind must remember that peace is not God’s gift to his creatures. It is our gift to each other.”
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The David Sanger interview
Wes tells us that Sanger is- “One of the sharpest questioners today”- He has an aura of Brooks Brothers conservative, something in the side part of his hair gives it away. His questioning of Perry turned mildly aggressive as the interview proceeds. In fact, his second question chided that Perry’s critics might argue that his proposal to reduce American stockpiles would be viewed around the world as a form of (here it comes- the buzzword) –as a sign of “weakness”. (Ding!)
Perry: " --We have levels today that are probably 10 times the level needed to provide deterrents for N. Korea or for Iran. < snip > There is such a thing as leadership in this area of the world, and the United States providing the leadership of moving towards the elimination of nuclear weapons could be a very powerful force. "
Sanger went on to point out President Kennedy’s miscalculations that by 1975 we would have around 15 or 20 nuclear powers in the world, when in fact today we have only 9. Sanger asks if the fears were overblown. Perry responds that because he called out attention to the threat, the problem was mitigated. A success story.
Sanger launches right into a question about how Perry had referred to his “success during the Clinton administration” in keeping N. Korea and Iran from expanding their arsenal— Oh boy, here it comes, Sanger’s snide is starting to show
Sanger: " It won’t come as a shock to you that when I do my reporting around the Bush administration, they have a slightly different interpretation of the events... "
(Snark Alert, take cover! Snark Alert!)
Sanger says the Bushie’s take is that the Clinton administration had evidence as early as the 1990’s of N. Korea cheating on the 1994 framework accord and also of the likelihood of them having a highly enriched uranium program. When Perry was the N. Korean envoy, he’s quick to point out... And surprise, surprise!!—Their version is that Clinton ignored it and allowed them to continue.... I see where this is going now.
Ladies and Gentlemen, it’s time to play your favorite republican parlor game—
“It’s Clinton’s Fault!”
Sanger throws Perry a What Say You?-- which is greeted by the most protracted silence of the afternoon. Perry rubs his fingers along the wooden chair arms with intent, carefully deliberating just how he wants to answer this not-so-veiled criticism.
The wind appeared knocked out of his sails by this question. He responded in a lowered voice, drained and cheerless. He explained that they had successfully demonstrated the stop of all plutonium material and weapons production at the main facility at Yongpyong. That while they were always concerned of possible cheating, they had checked into it when alerted, and insisted on inspecting suspicious areas, which turned out not to be nuclear facilities. We had stopped them from building nuclear bombs, he demurred, but we understood we had not stopped their aspirations to build them..
Sanger turns the spotlight on to Iran. Saying that Israelis talk about a “point of no return” – where Iran will have gained enough knowledge that they could build a nuclear weapon at any time. And Israel has “suggested” they’d have to take unilateral action at that time. Sanger poses the question to the now demoralized former Secretary, “Is there a point of no return?”
Perry replies that he feels that constructive and robust diplomatic actions are the method to avoid that point — by actively engaging in direct talks with Iran... not from the sidelines.
Perry: “I do believe that stopping Iran’s nuclear program will be more difficult than stopping N. Korea’s and the consequences of an Iranian nuclear program could be more serious... “
Sanger "--Do you think the Iranian ‘problem’ will be easier for us to address if the American presence in Iraq is smaller? Or do you believe that beginning to pull out of Iraq over the next year, year and a half, would embolden the Iranians, because it would appear to be a from of American “weakness”--?
Imaginary GOP prizewinning buzzers go off at talking point keywords Embolden & Weakness. Ding! Ding! Perry doesn’t miss a beat on this one, and calls him on it.
Perry: "I’ve heard many people suggest that this action or that action would “embolden the terrorists” or “would embolden the insurgents” or “would embolden Iran”... It seems to me that they’re emboldened already. I can’t imagine doing anything could embolden them any more than they already are." (then he snaps back) "I don’t buy that." (audience laughter)
Sanger: (beat) "Well.. Uh.... We thought that we would give all of you a chance to, uh, ask Secretary Perry what’s on your mind..."
Perry: "I’m happy to have a change of questioning.... After David, I’m demanding hazardous duty pay! " (the crowd laughs loudly- Wes too is cracking up at this one!)
I’ll just offer these comments from the Q & A period that seemed most relevant:
Perry: "--If we cannot stop Iran and N. Korea....I think the dam has burst on nuclear proliferation. I can see South Korea and Japan going nuclear. Five years ago it would have been unthinkable for Japan to even be talking about it. Taiwan will be tempted. --- To me the dam started to break with India and Pakistan. --- I happen to feel that’s the last line of defense, if we cannot stop Iran and N. Korea, I think ... the game is over."
A question on Israel and a possible preemptive strike on Iran:
Perry: " It’s very likely I think that Israel is now considering launching a preemptive strike against an Iranian nuclear facility. Even if they could successfully conduct it, it could lead to a whole host of unintended consequences—many of which would be disastrous. I shudder to think about the possibility of all the consequences that would flow from an Israeli attack on Iranian nuclear facilities. "
When I finally got a chance to speak with William Perry afterwards, I noted that he’s even more avuncular and approachable up close. I handed him a Stop Iran War button which he promptly took to his duffle bag to safely stow away! Afterwards, Wes remarked how evident it was by his answers that Dr. Perry was a mathematician. And it’s true. Every word, every thought was carefully measured and doled out, like some exact tablespoon of SALT. (Pun intended)
I left the conference-- head abuzz with data, reams of scrawled notes tucked under my arm, the throb of carpal tunnel syndrome shooting up my right wrist—as I climbed aboard the shuttle to go back to the parking lot—suddenly I was nine years old again.
And ready to crawl back under my desk.
Just sign it. www.StopIranWar.com
Seems it was a three day malady. Still in the splint which helps tremendously, but much less pain now.
Thanks!
Still have to get to part 2, which was not on recorder-- arg
"Every day that I went in to do that, I thought would be my last day on earth— I really believed that we were heading for a nuclear war. And that we missed that nuclear war, that we avoided nuclear war... to this day, I believe was due as much to good luck as it was to good management."
I remember walking from my Freshman dorm to dining hall and thinking, 'Oh No, this can't really happen now!'
Cuban Missile Crisis Declassified still on-going, from History Ch.
I keep looking up from this report to the mushroom clouds they keep showing ever so often. Certainly set me up for this reading.

that H, O, and E think they're able to handle?
Wes 08
I realize it's not the most upbeat message to bring back. And that's made even worse by the fact that everyone speaking at the conference were the world's authorities on the subject... You couldn't shout out "link?"
Gloomy eh?
Who knows, if they get an American city like Allison predicts-- we really may have Two Americas.
The radiated one.
and the other one.
Thank you for the detailed report. I will read it more than once, and I will share it with others.
No, Dr. Perry does not resemble Rumsfeld.
WE NEED WES!
he might be walking around somewhere wearing a StopIranWar button! Or more likely his grandchild. He was sweet!!
Maybe I just will.
This report is up to your usually high standards....perhaps you've exceeded those standards. Nuclear war is a damn hard subject, and I appreciate your asides that break the bleak message into manageable doses. Nothing wrong with a spoon full of sugar.
So this is what Wes Clark thinks about while the MSM decides who has the most money in war-chests. Well, it is too late. It's too late to continue pretending that a horse race will solve our problems.
Thank you ms. May your wrist forgive you for doing your good deed: spreading the word.
You have not converted a man because you have silenced him.--J. V. Marley
"So this is what Wes Clark thinks about while the MSM decides who has the most money in war-chests. "
Yep.
Don't cry Z--- There's no cryin' in nuclear warfare. Heh.
Wow, eerie happening as I was typing that- my bag of remaining StopIranWar buttons just fell to the floor all by themselves with a big clang! I think it may be a sign?
Ted Koppel's program on Discovery was painting yet another bleak picture. Only 20-30 more years of war for us to look forward to.
Ok. I'm sure cheering up while I hold onto hope sans audacity.
Are you planning at posting this to Kos. If so, let us know so that we can help nurse the thread. :-) At your service.
You have not converted a man because you have silenced him.--J. V. Marley
gives me hives-- I still haven't figured the code for blockquotes here! LOL
It would be tomorrow or later if I do, and a version a little less Clark-o-centric so I don't get accused of being a fawning cultist. Heh.
Wrist is doing a dull ache right now.

Your wrists are a precious commodity to all of us!
What a sobering, but important, diary on a critical topic. It does, however, make me want to go home and throw my television off of the balcony.
All of this going on and what do we get? Anna Nicole Smith, forest fires and "front runner" squabbles. It makes me sick.

I am simply amazed that you got all this down with hand-written notes. (I knew when you reported about your hurt wrist that we were in for an in-depth, detailed account.) You never fail to deliver the goods and we're so lucky to have you down there able to attend these events.
I imagine the crowd was pretty subdued by the end of the talk? And to think all we really need are those little grade school desks to save us. Maybe they have them on ebay!
Once in a while you get shown the light, In the strangest of places if you look at it right.
the crowd was rather subdued to say the least!
Day 2 they scuttled us all out onto a beautiful terrace overlooking the part of the campus that resembles Florence Italy (it really does!) at sundown. They provided us with all sorts of food and drink. Free! That seemed to perk up the crowd somewhat... : )
UCLA rocks! At least Wes picked the best!
I hope your wrist is getting better, too. I never really appreciated Perry when he was SOD, but have come to realize what a good job he did. After him we got Cohen and then the ultimate disaster - Rumsfeld.
there were known pre-assigned targets. Now we haven't a clue where one could happen, or am I wrong?
msbehavin
not only that- pre-known culprits, nations -- now we have rogues and terrorists wandering around seemingly out of our satellite observance range (cough cough) Got Osama?

if the good folks at Cerberus and Al Queda, etc. haven't got some sort of deal in order to keep the nuclear peace.
"Rumsfeld and Top GOP Figures Profited from Privatization of VA Hospital, CIA Contractors
A large global hedge fund, Cerberus Capital Management (dba, Cerberus-Gabriel), is at the center of an emerging Pentagon and CIA contracting scandal that has the attention of three Congressional Committees."
Wes 44
that was amazing! Mind boggling. Disgusting. Outrageous.
And what a ton of research the diarist did.

with Halliburton, we could just post a nuclear detour sign to the location of his new bunker.

ms. Thank you.
one thing that always fascinates me when there's talk of the Cuban missile crisis is that it's rarely mentioned that, at the time, the US had a stack of missiles pointed at Russia -- which made them equally uncomfortable. I mean, I know that's what MAD was all about, but the fact there were missile silos built in Cuba is always presented as some kind of outrageous, one-sided threat.
I remember seeing a BBC documentary on the 40th anniversary of the Cuban Missile Crisis where they talked to one of Kruschev's aides who pointed out that Kruschev thought the Americans could hardly complain given that he could see US nuclear missile silos pointed at Russia from his holiday home on the Black Sea.
So both sides were living with this shocking dread.
Here in Australia we used to live with the idea that Europe and the USA could blow each other up and we'd be sitting around for a week or two waiting for the fallout to reach here and kill us slowly. I used to think I'd rather being in target area, thank you very much.
anyway, given all that cheeriness, I thought I'd end with this question for you ms?
If you don't have a bomb shelter, will a carpal tunnel do?
You'd be taking them to the Better Business Bureau if you bought a washing machine the way we went into the war in Iraq. Wes Clark, CNN Aug 17 2003
At least no one is shooting the messenger.
Talk about sobering conferences. And I only made the tail end of Day 2- the Wes panel that was kind of a summary of the whole day.
Your point about our missiles was discussed at the conference and Perry consistently felt we needed to and need to build down and reduce. That's why it struck me so silly that Sanger suggested that might show weakness! I guess if we could only blow the planet up 5 times instead of 10... that would make us pretty wimpy. ;P
Oh, I kid the journalist...
Wes's comment to Amy Goodman that he would like to get rid of nuclear weapons. I also remember one debate where Wes pointed out the bush had cut the budget for nuclear removal in the old Russian states.
You have not converted a man because you have silenced him.--J. V. Marley
on the 90's while writing this, I realized- they really had made good forward steps and accomplished a tremendous amount.
I got the feeling Wes and Wm. were on the same page on a lot of things. Not sure, but it sounded like this entire event was a Wes brainchild, which also leads me to believe he picked the guest list, at list minimally.
They were all thanking him at the end...

Ah yes, ellen, I do know of the movie, though i've never seen it. I don't know if it was the root of the Australian fear of surviving the northern hemisphere apocalypse, or whether Neville Shute tapped into a sentiment that already existed here.
I do know in my childhood Aussies used to debate whether having that extra week or two was going to be a blessing or a torture.
Despite having not seen the movie I will never forget hearing about the comment Ava Gardiner made after shooting it. She departed our shores saying that Melbourne was "the perfect place to film a movie about the end of the world". Haha.
Melbournians don't much recount that comment, but Sydneysiders do!
You'd be taking them to the Better Business Bureau if you bought a washing machine the way we went into the war in Iraq. Wes Clark, CNN Aug 17 2003
many years ago and would thoroughly recommend it to anyone who hasn't. Its on my list of "must read agains". Saw the movie afterwards, which was good,but always prefer the books.
All things come to him who waits - provided he knows what he is waiting for.
--Woodrow T. Wilson

Now I know why the carpal tunnel!! I know how painful it is, as I have it also, from years in the beauty business! Keep that brace on!
Wow great recap for all of us not there gal! Now to find a desk to climb under. Hope my computer desk works.
Seriously, we are sure in a mess, and sounds like Perry is warning us! This is why Wes is so determined to STOP THE IRAN WAR!! He knows we are in a crises, while the other people are running for winning the "American Idol"! Beating each other up, while Rome is burning.
Good job, can't wait for # 2
Thanks MS..love your diaries!
might just be a repetitive motion strain. When I ice it-- it's so weird, it's like all the localized pain in the tendon suddenly shoots off to above and below the injury so that the ice is on the wrist and the hand and upper arm/ shoulder start to ache really badly. What's up with that?
I never get any of this stuff so I'm a big baby. But I have taken to coordinating my wardrobe with the wrist brace now so it's actually becoming a local fashion trend. Heh... : )

Yes it goes up the arm, to the shoulder. I had it in both wrists, but mostly in my right arm...very painful and the only solution is to wear the brace..OR...have a surgery. I wouldn't Ice it MS, as it really tightens the tendon or nerve. Just try not to overuse the wrist...! If you are typing the brace will support the tendon/nerve! Can also effect the neck...my was so bad, I had to stop doing so much hair. We were doing the long hair styles which required lots of pulling the brush through long hair , making it streight...
So rest the arm...you probably did damage to it, lifting or streching repetively!
KEEP THE BRACE ON, and match the wardrobe. Wrap it in a matching scarf...LOL...
NO surgery for me....no no no
Will wear my brace. Yes- I can't dry my hair at all! It's the worst. Today was the first time I could shampoo using the right hand. No ice huh? Maybe I need to just not use it.
Brace is ON.

Dr. Dee at your service. Try not to use it..typing probably won't hurt, if the brace is on..no blowdrying...thats really bad for the condition...wear a turban...!!!
oh I spelled tunnel, (turnnel).haha! I am off to bed, new time has got me...
Take care oy forgot...NO ICE!! Thats for muscles!! nite!

It's probably not helping your wrist any longer, because the acute inflammation has almost certainly gone away by now. Also, Dee is correct that ice works best on inflamed or sore muscles. It does calm down sensitive nerves as well. You probably have some of all of this in your arm, so some cold therapy (ice or running water) correctly applied along your arm and shoulder may still help.
Based on what you describe, when you ice the wrist now, the tendons that run through that tunnel are probably getting squeezed by contraction of the connective tissue that forms the tunnel. So, Dee is also correct that you should stop icing directly on your wrist. (This varies depending on the severity of your problem and the size of your tendons relative to the circumference of your wrist.) Small wrists with well-developed and/or very tight tendons are prime candidates for carpal tunnel. The tightness factor can sometimes be somewhat reduced through careful massage of the forearm muscle from the elbow down to wherever you find a tender spot short of the wrist (and not on the wrist itself). It's best to have a trained PT or CMY do this.
it did get worse today. thought i was in the clear and probably overdid it, stopped icing too. still can't do normal stuff with the right hand though- too painful. even the slightest moves, brushing teeth, shampooing. it all takes so long. And writing, oy! Patience running out!
not to mention this hair... ; 0
and yes- is have really tiny wrists -- like a bird! so maybe that's exacerbating it.
thanks for all the advice. will seek a therapist when the schedule clears a bit.
and i'll just bet my insurance will laugh when i submit a claim! ha.

visiting an accupuncturist; if you don't like needles then a massage therapist who uses accupuncture therapy points ( accupunturist can tell you who does this work) in L.A. you will be able to find people trained and practicing; for a brief period I was a macrobiotic ( do you remember those guys?) when I was 19 -20 years old and I learned about moxipuncture ( self help heating the accupuncture points ) very few people know about it or practice it but it can be helpful in a pinch.I used moxipuncture self help a few years ago when I experienced a blood clot moving from my heart to lungs to coradid artery - it happened over many months - I was taking heart medicine and it stimulated the circulation of an already existing blood clot; I have access to doctors and am grateful to the doctors who attend my health conditions and - certainly need their health care - but as well trained as they are many times they are DENSE; only one doctor I have seen since the 1990's could ever diagnosis from observation, reading the chart, and listening to the patient; they are trained to test and prescribe pills most don't know how to diagnose unless they use expensive and often un-necessary medical tests...Back to the point moxipuncture - when the blood clot lodged in my lungs I knew exactly it was there because the thumb joint on my right hand swelled I couldn't bend my thumb - it clicked in an out of joint before it locked totally up that is the ACCUPUNCTURE point for lungs; I studied up on accupuncture points from internet and then used moxipuncture on the thumb joint ( my regular doctors where pushing angiographs and those things but I decided that they should only do that if I had a medical emergency; anyway the story goes on to other stages and more self help and doctor care; once I understood where the blood clot was I did what the doctors recommended to dissolve it - but I practiced moxipunture and stuied up on accupressure massage points to diagnosis and self help at home... and it worked out wellMany years ago I had accupuncture treatments for spine pain ; I hate needles but they are such slender needles can't feel them; but if needles turn your stomach ... there is getting massage point therapy from a trained accupuncture point therapist. "Go forth in love & peace, be kind to dogs, and vote Democratic." - Sen. Thomas Eagleton Intro Brain Lab
my acupuncturist moved to sante fe and got married. i had a hard time forgiving her... ; )
she was amazing!!!
for now i need to lay off using this hand first i think then deal with treatment next weeek i think when there's more time.
quite a story there about your clot, i have great faith in those pressure points- have seen what can be done
got a name of someone today that might be able to help--

I appreciate my heart doctor I still call him in private once in a while ' Dr. Pukes'; self help does work otherwise you can be rushed into surgerybefore you blink an eye; if all they have is a hammer they will certainly see every health condition as a surgical problem; I also refer to my home for the 'far side' minded as my hospice because it is at least 1/4 true;

MS LA the blood clot story isn't a story; diabetics don't heal well at all so the idea of surgery to remove a blood clot is same thing as 'buying the farm' for me very high risk; I can tell you exactly what I used to dissolve the blood clot when it traveled up carodid (sp?) artery; you can tell exactly where a blood is lodged because the surrounding muscle burns and aches from oxygen insufficency most important thing after the clot went from heart to lungs to carodid headed for stroke territory was .... a simple realization that the clot was as closer to the surface than it was every going to get in the neck carodid area ( I planned to let the doctor do surgery if my self help hadn't worked.... google carodid (sp?) artery surgery for blood clot removal... it is yucky)
here is what I did - I take aspirin every day as all diabetics should to protect themselves from blood clots; aspirin thins the blood quite effectively ( the clot was from when I was 2 years old and went to emergency room to be revived from near death experience and that is why it was such a big deal - it wasn't a diabetic sticky red blod cell blood clot...... )
I took two aspirin dissolved them in small amount of alcohol and water - added aloe vera gel ; and plastered it on my neck; the gel made it stay in place; the skin absorbs medicines very well ( hence so many medical patches )
I used the apirin gel for a weekend; I knew the clot had dissolved and moved ..... it dropped down to the clavacal (sp?) area and shoulder muscle and once again knew where it was because the muscle burned and ached because of oxygen insufficency ( it is a unique pain ) once again I used the aspirin gel and once again it dissolved the size of the clot;
it seemed even scarier when it was interfering with blood flow in my arm... I didn't want to lose the use of my arm or have my arm go blue and again face surgery but it worked out....
brave or foolish... don't know which but I do know if you wait around for medical folk to decide what to do ( I have been to many good doctors but they are still secondary to self help first ) you can really be in deep trouble ... I have learned as a heart patient first not to panic because panic always always makes things worse and second to use all the things I learned over the years as self help and remedies along with the the allopathic medicine I have to use; I have outlived my siblings who were all medicine and medical services all the time; THAT is where they put their faith; I always have had an aversion to hospitals so that is one of my biggest motivators.....
best if you can talk to a physical therapist. I frequently stop typing, raise my hands and rotate them from the wrist in wider and wider circles.
coordinating my wardrobe with the wrist brace now so it's actually becoming a local fashion trend
Now I'll know how to recognize you.
Thank you so much for being our eyes and ears.
"...Because when you can do good, you should." Wes Clark
But such a grim subject. What a fragile world we live in. And so many ways we humans have devised to destroy it. From nuclear bombs to global warming. . .
We so need strong, wise, experienced leaders to steer around these icebergs.
carol4clark
General Wes Clark * * * * 4 Stars Over Texas

I can never stop reading, the moment that I start reading your blog! :)
But what really alarmed me, regarding Perry's comments, was how significantly both N. Korea and Iran have benefited since Bush came into office. These governments KNOW that they're greatly positioned towards negotiations, as they're able to threaten US security by potentially selling its nuclear material and technology to terrorists organizations.
Ironically, thanks to Bush, his worst nightmare as become realized; but as a consequence, I truly believe that we are living in the most dangerous time in our country's history. :(
that was something I took away from the conference too. I mean here we were surrounded by all these old timers from the government, officials, professors, and -- well, people who are on Need to Know lists!
And they seemed to be so lacking in -- (forgive me) the audacity of hope! Hee hee. Really, though...
I didn't mention that the conference was full, the rooms full, but not that much student participation. Academics, professionals, and us! LOL. So interest was high to come spend a beautiful sunny weekday inside listening to lectures on nuclear demise...
I can't figure out how UCLA did all this for free. Really quite amazing.
...I felt as though I was there, and that's the mark of an extremely accurate and detailed report, along with a healthy dose of humanity and humor. Thank you.
It all really comes down to what qualities of the human spirit will ensure our survival. When you really think about it, it's not the scientific know-how that led to the creation of nuclear technology, nor is it the jockeying of power and position among the super-rich and super-intelligent of this world.
It actually comes down to the simple qualities of mutual understanding of our shared humanity and a healthy respect for each other's beliefs and cultures. All the technology and all the military might in the world is not going to protect us from ourselves. The only answer is diplomacy, dialogue, respectful debate, and compromise, seasoned with a generous helping of wisdom tempered with principled realism, embodied by men like Wes Clark and William Perry -- men of peace.
for Secretary of Peace!
Well said, Incog. I think it's a special mark to be living in these times. Some of the oldest of souls got the passport to this era, and it will bring out the transcendence in us all.
If it doesn't, we're toast! ; )
If we stay on the course we are on, we may have to rename the DOD to the Department of the Defenseless.
...make me feel hopeful. Yes, we have our General in the lead, but the troops are brave and good, and have these huge hearts. It just feels good to know that people like that are in the world right now.
And you, young lady -- my fellow "diving under the school desk" compadre -- you get a special commendation for valor -- sustaining a painful injury, no less, to bring this report to us. How about 4 "purple stars", or at the very least, a shiny new hairdryer to use when you get back your full mobility. ;)
I'm kind of getting used to this windblown look! LOL
Ahhh, yes-- injured in the line duty. I don't complain. But the Clarkettes stayed with me... no, they wouldn't leave me lying there on the battlefield, wrist twisting in agony, unable to lift my sparkling water to a toast... They stuck with me, and pulled me out of that unarmored shuttle bus and bravely led me back to the parking lot without even fearing for their own wrists. Semper Fi, Clarkies... : )

Thank goodness for those nuclear bomb-proof school desks.
We (some) used to carve names on those desks!
And in my NEW school (PS 21 in Brooklyn or Hewitt School on Long Island), we lined up along the walls. GREAT idea, right?
Happy to be safe? Just go on outside; leave your duct tape at home.

...would have been very apropos, ms. We are SO f*cked.......if we don't get a grown up in the WH.... and more grown ups in Congress. We need people in charge who look beyond the confines of politics.
I used to take comfort in my belief that someone will always step forward to "save the day", but when you look at history, that is simply not the case. "Everything turning out all right" is highly subjective (just ask Native Americans)
Thank you for the this splash of cold water. It is more imperative than ever that Wes get in the race. Mankind may not be saved...or worth saving...but we will have a better chance with Wes in charge of the biggest nuclear arsenal the world has ever seen.
Run Wes Run!
(as if you need more!)
Was that the President has around 5 to 10 minutes in the event of a reported attack headed our way to make a decision regarding retaliation or response.
And then you think about Mr. My Pet Goat being the decider and ... well, it couldn't be a worse scenario.
The 'football' being anywhere near that mans fingers is about as scary a scenario any "24" writer could dream up.
Couple that with the propensity that still exists to have an "accidental" report of attack... kaboom.
You're so right. An adult, a whole big group of adults--- that would be an improvement indeed...

I have had nuclear nightmares since Cuba or before ....... "Go forth in love & peace, be kind to dogs, and vote Democratic." - Sen. Thomas Eagleton Intro Brain Lab
if the whole nation of kids growing up then have experienced the same nightmares? A new kind of Jungian archetype could have been borne of that era.
Mine were so profound that I remember them to this day... And I have trouble remembering last weekend!
You're right. I feel nine years old again. I lived under that cloud for so long. Last night I watched a documentary on the Cuban Missile Crisis (Dr. Perry participated) and memories came flooding back so strongly. The constant fear. The constant feeling that annihilation lay around the corner. The propaganda published by Philip Wylie as novels, assuring us that many of us would survive a nuclear war...
When even us kids knew it was not so. I was thirteen at the time of the crisis. My dad started urgently building a bomb shelter in the basement. My mom stocked up on supplies. We children... we were warned not to talk about what Dad was doing with anyone, then sent off to school.
At school we practiced for an attack. Not duck and cover under wooden desks (piles of kindling as comedian Lewis Black has called them) but into hallways lined with lockers, away from all windows but one.
Crouched down on the floor, hands wrapped around our heads and necks, wondering if, when the flash came, we would survive, and if we did how the hell would we get back to our families.
Dreaming at night that the fires of hell were close, so close.
Last night I felt that horror all over again. The horror that gave rise to a bunch of us shouting slogans like: "War is not healthy for children and other living things."
I grew up with that threat. It's burned into my consciousness, and last night and now today after reading your report, I feel it again. The heat is breathing down our necks. And for the love of God, I don't want my kids to learn to feel like that.
Joy
It's hard to measure just how deep those scars go -- that trauma that was kind of subtly inflicted on all of us from growing up then, but for Perry, as an adult and - being in the trenches and all... it seems he too was affected. It really colors everything. For a child to be forced to consider annihlation (I never spell that one right....) It's so unnatural.
We had the desks, but I think we too did the hallway routine. Growing up in tornado country- there was no shortage of drills anyways. I had awful nightmares in those years, of coming home to my house and my family being all dead, everything in ruins. It was touching and sad to see what Perry said about his own grandchild... wanting to spare him growing up with that same stain, thinking he had done his part to help create the proper environment to move into a world with less nuclear threat, and those sunflower seeds... and now.... oh well. : (
Scars is exactly the right word for it. I've watched "Thirteen Days in October" so many times, but it never affected me the way last night's documentary and your post did.
That's when I realized just how scarring it was to grow up that way. And I can't help but extrapolate to kids in Iraq, Afghanistan, Darfur, Sudan, Somalia, Niger....
Entire new generations are growing up without a sense of security. Growing up living with death right around the corner, or overhead.
God forgive us all.
Joy

and the constant threat we lived under to the fact that many of our generation never thought we'd live to be old. Seriously, I never thought I'd get old -- never really thought deeply about it -- it just was. Over the years, I've been quite shocked to learn how many of our generation thought the same thing. I think the "Peter Pan" syndrome of so many of our generation stems from the same thing.
Once in a while you get shown the light, In the strangest of places if you look at it right.

I'm setting up a fallout shelter in the basement just as soon as I can gather up the canned goods & bottled water that we'll need. I think we've got some cots and Army blankets stashed somewhere.....LOL!
Thanks (I think?) for completely freaking me out, ms!!! That just might have been more information than I wanted. :(
"Trust me."- Wes Clark
Oh, you're welcome! But wait! There's more-- stay tuned for Day 2 coming soon...
And not to forget that nuclear is only one slice of the Freak Out Pie.
We still have Bio and Chem terror to discuss-- a la mode.
Maybe Wes will call another conference on that?
your poor little wrist! Sevice above and beyond!
I remember well the under the desk (and outdoors the up against the hill) drills. Ironically, today I started a Lifelong Learning class today at the local U on "The Nuclear Club." The prof is an International Politics PhD who teaches at the Command War College, or some such, in Norfolk. She began with a history--prominent pix like the one you started with--and a lot more than I knew. I am interested to see where this class goes. She mentioned a lot of concern about side effects from all the testing in the early days.
Did WKC pick Sanger as a questioner--he sounds like a real d#!k--did there have to be a rabid neocon type in the panel?
I'm looking forward to further reports--but protect that wrist!!
The General gets it right.
Competence--What a concept!
I suspect - but don't really know- that Wes had a hand in picking the panelists last week. It really seemed, as I said, that it was his idea- his conference and the gig as moderator was only a sideline.
He probably felt it would be best to have some point/ counter point to keep it lively!
Your class sounds interesting, keep us up to date on what you learn.
just spoken to AIPAC on C-Span. Tuned in at the end (un)fortunately; tone of voice doom and gloom. Mucho applause from the audience.
All things come to him who waits - provided he knows what he is waiting for.
--Woodrow T. Wilson
Just caught the diary about it on DKos. LOL!
Well, you just never know, do ya! Couldabeen Condi or Bush or Rove or any number of evildoers in this adm.
You get the prize for quote of the day, msbe.
"So many evil ones, so little time."
. .---msbe, on the CCN.
Here tis:
4 extra stars:
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Clearsky

and I'll donate an extra four stars :-)
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You'd be taking them to the Better Business Bureau if you bought a washing machine the way we went into the war in Iraq. Wes Clark, CNN Aug 17 2003

Nuclear proliferation is more likely the more enemies we make.
Stop nuclear proliferation. Vote Clark.
Thanks for the awful memories, ms. At my age, it's good to have any memories of being young, even the television reports of the H-bomb. Maybe that's what got me reading sci-fi paper-backs when I was only about 8 or 9 years old. I needed to imagine a future. Any future.
Nick Kelly
Wes Clark will be the national security candidate.
on these events. It's almost as good as being there. I'm going to search around now for further installments.
any coming from me will have to be later Sherry as my wrist has been acting up again...
sorry : (
but day 2 was the one that got me, my recorder stopped working so i had to write the whole thing! it was a great panel with Wes and around 6 others summarizing the whole event.
it will come. i know not when! stay tuned.

Dr. Perry's story about the sunflowers brought tears this the eyes of the 46 year old. I guess I never really understood how close we came to losing it all.
joe@Clark08.US

Wonderful report, ms. Thanks so much for going; hope your wrist is getting better.
The World Needs Wes